To: Him. Sometimes I hope someone could come in to my heart, and stay in there so that i will totally forgets you. Why can you find someone else when i'm still stuck with you? I'm not dwelling but i still think of the memories. Do you? I doubt so. I didn't wanna to fall in love with him, but i think it's a small crush. I miss you too much this days. Maybe that causes the reason. You and him is totally a different person.

I'm afraid that i will go much & much more deeper and ended up like how you treated me.

Gone through so many hardships just for that lil sweetness. I guess i'm a really strong girl.But all my courage have drained out in you...............

I'm sorry. I'm still a failure.... afterall. And i guess he doesn't mean it. At all.

oxo, Jiawen.

I will update a proper post soon. Today's a bad day to me. But overall, this week's not bad. I don't know.... But my mood wasn't good. Cny & Valentine's day are coming. How are you gonna to celebrate it? :)