TGIF.

Fridaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy!!!!
So finally.

I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FREAKING DAY TO COMEEEEE. :(

Finally, it's been three hectic week since school reopen. To be frank, i wasn't really coping for my studies. I meant maybe only emaths? I can't really get what that questions mean. Thanks to the questions for being so long winded. -.-

I wasn't really feeling okay this week. All thanks to my weird thinkings. I don't know what am I thinking this days. Nothing seems to be alright for me. I knew i've to stop thinking all this before getting myself hurt again. No i'm not getting myself in a relationship anymore neither i'll be so stupid again and cry for a guy anymore. Stupid.

But I can't find a solution to it. I've thought of two, but both of them is too risky. It's either i give it a whole or i kill myself. -rolls eyes- Someone saves me from all this misery will you? Let all this thinkings stop and gives me a rest. I'm tired, absolutely.

Not trying to sounds emo here. But this is my blog, I am writing down my feelings here. Things getting tougher but i don't seem to be moving with it.... Negative thoughs negative thoughts negative thoughts..!! This is happening to me for like again eversince (fill in the blank) weeks ago. I'm trying hard to control myself but how am I supposed to stop myself when i saw XX for like almost everyday. Stop being so happy, omg. -.- You wouldn't know i'm actually (fill in the blank again) when i saw it.

I hope it wasn't for real. But I know it isn't me.
Keep smiling and laughing, My dear.
Thanks but im trying to stop it and move on silently again..

FML