Hello.
I keep wondering should I put my blog to private?
Maybe I should. Because I find it quite interesting for a private blog.
Be prepared for something shock someday.
A private blog for smile-aholic@bs.com WILL BE SOON.
Beware, This will be quite a boring post. Leave if you don't like it. I won't give a damn to you.
Went to look back at all my post.
I keep laughing at myself. Hahaha! And I also found those sad phrases, words, my feelings, my thoughts, my moodswing, my retarded moves, my sweet moments with girlfriends, and you...
And so. Here it is!
'Will you go out with me?' Six words.
'I think I care for you.' Five words.
'You matter to me.' Four words.
'I love you.' Three words.
'Marry me.' Two words.
So what's left?
What's the most important and intimate word you can ever say to somebody?
It's 'Goodbye.'
Interesting right? Hahahah.
今天的嘉雯很不开心. )':
Remember this?
I am really not happy at that time when i continue to read the following post.
从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实这份爱没停过
曾经完整幸福的梦在脑海里头
我多希望你还在我左右
答应你我会好好过
不让这些眼泪白流
This song.
Represents alot alot alot to me now.
And now, it's too late. D:
I will, i must, i have to stay strong and hold on.
I have to stop myself from mood swinging anymore, i know i can do it.
I'm not going to sad anymore.
That's what i promise myself, (: (: (:
More upcoming!
♥ One more day, Is this what i'm getting? ): No No No . I'm not feeling good anymore. I dont feel any good, mood swings just cant stop coming to me. So what's wrong with me ! I laugh like crazy in school, and i think that i'm okay. But when i'm home, i don't feel good. My minds just keep thinking and thinking. I'm tired already, very tired.Is there anybody out there that can understand my feeling? I'M NOT FEELING GOOD. I force myself to laugh, to stop thinking. But whenever i'm free, mood swings come and find me again. Do you know how i feel? No, you don't even care for me. I repeat, you dont even care for me. ):Maybe i'm just nothing to you, that's all i know. I've keep holding on but in the end, i get a cold shoulder from you? I told myself, i've to wait for you, because ily. But i've wait for so long already, i don't know how long more can i wait. I'm too tired already. Too tired. D;I won't be blogging until the exams end.Sorry readers because seriously i just can't find a reason for me to smile.
Screwed. Sorry. I am lazy to edit it. Don't have to read it.
It's just one of my moodswings on 23 april. :')
我很累, 我想放弃了
嘉雯说不爱了 )':
I'm really very tired,
I don't want to continue, is really tiring.
Very tiring.
): ): ):
But I still hang on till today. -Laughs at myself-.
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
Meaningful, har?
It still apply to me now. Forever it will stay. Forever.
为什么人总是要失去了才懂得珍惜?
只有在童话故事里才有真爱.
怎样的我能让你更想念.
我才终于明白你是不属于我的, 所以我会坚强。
没有你的日子真的好空虚
Interesting hor.
This was what i've gathered. All Chinese phrases.
So make sense. Don't you think so?
I remember what my prettygirl said to me:
"Dont let guys affect your life, your emotions."
And well, i believed in that.
Tabatha! This was what you've said to me.
:))
peizhen(: : 我爱你 你的眼睛和笑容深深吸引了我。
我不能没有你在我的生活里.你是我的世界。
是你cre8我的世界。
没有你就没有我的出现.
peizhen(: : 除了你的名字，我什么都不会写。
我脑海里全都是你的脸。
为了你，我愿意放弃一切
peizhen(: : hahs . (:
peizhen(: : JIAWEN = PIG ! xP
: I likeeeeee it! ^^ But you destroy the whole thing with the pig (==) LOL. Loveyou!:)
Hahaha. Peizhen ah! Remember this tag anot?
So many romantic words, but what's with that pig?! LOL.
No more.
No pictures. I am lazy to post them up.
I am watching 'Koizora' ('Sky Of Love') now.
And there's still two more japanese love stories awaiting for me after this.
Just wait! ^^
Goodbye.
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